But I'll trust in the name of the Lord

Its more than the attention. Its more than the feeling. Its just a broken heart that wants to heal. Just a void in the heart that tries to fill itself. But little does it know, nothing actually can fill that void. That sense of emptiness after all the ‘memories’. That void that many tries to cover. Where my treasure is, there my heart will be. Just as what broke Your heart, it breaks mine just the same. And I feel so helpless. :( only You can change the hearts of people. Only You can show us what it meant by unconditional love.

Hate it. Hate the system in which we are running.
After experiencing the effects of a result oriented system here, I learnt to appreciate the church even more. I love to understand that’s where I really belong; everyone comes as equal before the throne. To understand all this temporal grades and achievements has no meaning in itself.

You don’t seem abit interested in my life. I don’t see why I should be interested in yours. Treating me like a joke.

Guess the time when task doing seems so much more comforting than people will come soon. And lose that heart. No one else but you can heal the broken hearted. Not even me.

As the months tick by. We are close to the mid of 2012. Uni’s about to begin. At then I wonder who are the ones that will rmb you and still commit to the friendship and those will just ‘move on’ into their own world and dgad abt you. At then, I swear ill despise these people damn bad.

I hate it when the heart is involved. I run the risk of getting hurt. And the hurt is left for oneself to bear, to tank. So damn screwed up. What’s worse when people know about it yet remain apathetic.

I know its beyond me. I know something’s install ahead for me. For me to understand my limits and my passion. My flaws and my strengths. God. I know. To excel in a place like this is totally out of my ability. But hey. It aint abt me anymore. I want to go through that valley fearing nothing. For you are my strength. Strength like no other.

 I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness, to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed, and to share the silence when they are not, to agree to disagree about red velvet cake, to live within the warmth of your heart, and always call it home.

Now I understood the reality behind the point, its the intelligent ones that are farthest away from the truth. The idea of being practical simply oppose the idea of faith.
Many a times, you are merely an instrument and not the one at work.